Was sitting Quietly I
heard the Sound of Fear.
Opened up My Hands'
Asked
out loud and the Air Answered.
I' was never Aware of such Circumstances
will grab you and will make you Afraid
I asked if you can help me'
The Air said NO.
I Stood up and walked,
Again I heard the same Sound
I got Scared' water came by I dove In
Deeply was rolling inside the Sound was still On
I asked water if you can
help me out water said I'm not allowed
I uplift myself came out
of the ocean tired and hurt
but the Sound was still on tears
filled in eyes
Heartache' Scrambling and
fighting
Urge to stop the sound but
nothing and No One was being Helpful
And in that matter of Time
I Realised
I've never been A Priority
for Others to be Council
Because I never allowed Anyone to Enter in my Fantasy World
because once My Fantasy
world been Burned to End
When I just thought to let others enter.
Even I got scared by that Idea of any other Soul would come and make changes in my world.
Because been Alone there has never been My Fear
But this sound is Scaring Me this Time.
Scratching My Heart like
the Hands of Evil
Something is been around I
need to figure out
won't let It Ruin Me and I
will Fight back.
I cannot let anyone or
anything End Me until
It's My Lord's will..
I Stopped Loving, I Stopped Penning, I Stopped Imagining
Intuition Trapped my Soul' I Stopped Travelling
Heart stopped flying words got Hanged
I became un able to Arrange.
Dear Life in somewhere I
had always Found me Smiling
But I lost my love for it...
My heart don't wanna Go there and else I don't know where to Go
I won't say help me out
because I got stuck in with My Choices.
I couldn't bear the Pain of Separation
In anger I had cut off My Wings with My Own Hands.
I have No complains but
the Inside is Crashing
And when I'm disturbed even
in my real
My Electrical Appliances
started to trouble me
Which brought Out the Evil in Me
And make me more Stubborn and thankless.
I stopped smiling and this
putted Me
In condition to get Disappear and End up all my Desires
The sound is Horrifying
and I don't from where it's coming.
I will find out because I
have too
And I will remember this Selfishness for the rest of My Life
I stopped loving only one
thing from this world
And whole Universe stood-up against Me
But As you all Ganged up
and Playing with
My Intuition I won't scream.
I will make Myself Stronger on My Own.
I will get Myself and find
out the sound
Where it's Coming from and Harassing me.
It's time to wait and
observe
I will hold on until the Time Comes to Unleash
till then take care
Sweetnida.
