I was Quiet but Stubborn
Inside'
Many days passed
My Condition was Same
I was Living on the Edge
Which was Unseen for
others.
While being mature enough
to face the realities of Life'
I felt like A Toddler
Who just learned to walk
and not stopping.
Standing up' falling down
just to reach to same the Desire of Heart
One day I was tired that I
sat on the chair and looked up to the sky
It was clear likewise I
wanted My Mind to be
Then I saw A tree in front
of Me
There was A Sparrow
I guessed it was a female
I guessed through it's stubbornness
It was very restless I
kept on seeing it.
Made my mind clear from
passing thoughts
And gave My self A
challenge to count about One to Hundred
If it stay still' that
would be My Life
If it flew away that would
be my Life'
I might not stay still any longer
The sparrow on the same
branch of tree was Irritated
It was showing the
aggression while kept on opening it's wings
but it was not moving any
where forward like Me
It was summer and still
but then suddenly it changed
From sunny to windy
My flick flew with the
wind and
the Sparrow Jumped to another Branch
My counting was on fifty
it gave me a little hope and I smiled.
Kept on counting' winds
became the rhythm
The sparrow grabbed all my
Focus
No one came when I was
challenging myself '
Good timing I must say/
Then while counting it was
eighty number
My hope started to fade away
My smile ended my eyes
Teared up,
But I kept on counting
because it has to reach an End
No matter what would be
the challenge results 'up to my expectations or the opposite.
Finally ninety the sparrow
opened it's wings took deep breath
and flew' and at once
Another sparrow flew with
it which I did not see from the start
They both flew into the
wind at once and left me speechless .
The results of the
challenge were extremely
different from my perception.
The sparrow showed me that
it was never Alone!
The whole time it was
having it's soul-mate alongside
It was getting upset
because I couldn't see them together
I only saw it alone just
like I have been seeing myself all alone
And being extremely Sad
about it.
Like them He was always
with Me He had not left yet!
He was only disappeared
because it has to be that way'
I had to go through such
uncomfortable phase of Life
where I'm seeking for Him
and the thought of not having him'
Along Me" killing Me all the Time.
I wish He never Leave Me,
I still completed My
counting to Hundred with A Believe that'
One Day I will see Him
next to Me
Just Like The Two Love
Birds...
